I am here. I am alive. I know many of you have asked (and I thank you for your kind words).
My life has changed. FF and I are no longer together. My choice based on his actions. I wish him all the best with his new love...... ;-)
I am happy. Life is good.
I am still a medic and will probably stay for a while, if not forever. I have some tough choices ahead of me and am in the midst of an ugly legal battle. My focus needs to be on that right now. Thank Gawd for good lawyers!
I won't say too much more as I'm sure I have unwelcome readers.